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SO hello people reading this!

GUESS WHAT!

21 days till my birthday! I shall be 14 no longer. GET ME GIFTS D: No one ever does D====
So yeah school...what can I talk about HOUR BY HOUR! >D
So in first hour, my English class, we were writing Personal Narratives, and I happened to be writing about my sister's death seeing as it was a very life changing moment in my life. Nothing wrong right? A girl, for the first time ever, almost got slapped by me. And I'm honestly not a violent person. The convo when like this:
Jenny: Hey Cassie whatcha writing about?
Me: My sister dying cause she ment alot to me
Jenny proceeds to blink and look down mumbling although I could hear her "What in the world would you write about something like that?
SHE FUCKING WROTE ABOUT HER UNCLE DYING. Why in the world would she write about that? >.> It just made me mad. Its not something you say out loud c_c
PEOPLE DON'T HATE ME!

That makes me happy, Im less of a bitchy tough girl I guess...Selena's death did that to me too. And I guess I'm an all around better person. I can poke fun at myself and still be nice to people, not be so down, I mean I have my moments when things come back and strike me but it's gotten better ^-^.I'm myself and right now that's all I want...
Art class is still a struggle seeing as I'm too critical on myself, I do tear up when I find too much wrong but again Im a work in progress. I have to be proud in my own way... I'm getting there!
So now that's it I guess BIRTHDAY GIFTS KTHXBAI D:
I kid I don't mind just wishing me a happy birthday would be awesome

seein as many people forget

Keep Smiling,
Cassie
To Do List:
New Amiku Doll[]
Write chapter 4 of Dreams and chapter one of the other []
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